I am so sorry you had this experience! At seventy, I can feel the "breakdown", and I am so grateful that I have Rick by my side. Currently, I am fighting two undiagnosed problems, (or maybe they are related) and it involves my pancreas. Sneaky little bastard....works sometimes then stops, then sputters to life again, so far! You are certainly on my mind from afar, and I'm so glad you have "found family" to help you. I was so heartened to see so many replies from friends on here. You were indeed one of my first <MEDIUM friends, and I cherish that. So, take care, brother. Many love you.