In the decade that I worked as a Celebrant for funerals, I had many messages from Spirit. There was ALWAYS a persistence to deliver the message, and until I did so, the pressure was unrelenting. I loved your description of the radio static. I no longer work as a Celebrant, but I still listen to my "inner voice" and just recently was Dogged until I relented once again to the message being sent. I also never asked for this, but I did learn to trust the message, just as you have.